What did life provide me with?………

Hmmm………Since this is my first step to ♥blogging world♥ i thought of blabbering(really blabbering) something…… so people dont worry bout this..

What did life provide me with?. It is one of the most important questions that we should answer and get ourself contended..
you could see that i have the word contended specifically because whatever the life provides us we should be really proud to accept it and enjoy it rather than keep complaining about it very often.
But complaining is a common behaviour among humans and even i wont regret it because it helps to reduce your grieveness(hope this is the correct word).
But what does one answer to himself when the most common and complicated question about yourself arises.
It is really simple. People dont really understand that really life doesn’t give a shit about you.
It is you who is always have to learn and work throughout your life like an ass to unravel the mystery in you..
This part is not a big deal though if you really enjoy in doing your work and be good to others.
But i’m like other persons who always yearn for more though there is lot of good stuff lying around me.
This is because of the human nature to strive for more power even though people are as powerful to control their own life already.
I know that I am lot deviating from my topic so the topic is all about what the life provides me and who the hell am I to care about some jobless person(no offense meant.. ) who is reading this blog..
ok let me list out some of the best and worst of my life till date.

Firstly i was provided with such wonderful parents who cared for me in a different manner( it’s the usual scolding technique)

I was given a brother who never accepts that he doesnt know a fact and tries to blabber something about it(obviously like me).

I had such horrible schooling. Never stayed in one school for more than 2 years and the worst part is i had to shift my home to some distant part every time so it became hard for me to get any really close friends.

I blame myself sometimes for not getting any close firends in my school life which i will regret till the end.

One of my important asset is that i have the eagerness to learn new things so i am able to grasp new ideas which made me a half geek.
So i was able to score a lot in ma school days( which i think was a mistake because ma parents started to expect more from me in every stage of ma life and i am the one who would have to get a load of scolding for not achieving something high )
My parents wanted me to be the best of everything which i can never achieve and the worst part of it is that they compare me with the real achievers and i feel like shattering those guys(the achievers actually) using a laser sword used in star wars( nice movie)

In my college i should say i’m really enjoying my life.This is the time where I’m feeling like a baby who could do whatever he wants inside a big palace… Ultimately the palace also had walls to limit the expanse.

I got some really good friends. College is the place i really learnt something about life.. Until then i was nobody but now i think i can be somebody among my friends and in my life.

But nothing lasts till the end. You keep on juicing your idiotic mind of yours to do something worthy but nothing comes out of it though.
I want to become an IAS officer but lets wait and see what life has kept in store for me( sorry for it… its only me who have to work hard to store it in my hard disk)

To be satisfied with yourself try to answer this question reasonably.. But there lies an another question..
Do you think I am satisfied by this answering?……..I hope……

Hope I have made you all waste some amount of time with my nonsense stuff.

If you are really an idiotic person to like this kind of writing then wait for the next time until my diary opens.
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With love

Googy